when You are with me...

im free.

So everythings all good now sorta hahaha.
talked on the phone with Aimee again. hahaha.
ouch! kick in the nuts.
but i shouldnt let feelings take care of me.
lean not on your own understanding.
we mostly trust our feelings.
but what happens when those feelings go away you know?
thats why love isnt a feeling.
sacrifice.
God...wow youre so amazing.
John 3:16/
ahahah dang i just felt like wanting to cry.
i guess sacrificng all the lust me and aimee had.
was the right thing to do.
tolead a Godly relationship.
just building each other up and yeah ahhaa.
its kinda funny now. cuz i sorta look up to her now.
in the course of one day.
she followed what God taught her through me.
and wow its just crazy.
now im the one being spat verses experiences and stuff at.
but i like that. what i need for me to grow.
so ill try my best t not let feelings get the best out of me.
cuz i really felt like posting this.
looking at the new default.
by ourselves.
hahahahaa oh well.
when Job's wife told Job why he basically still loved god and stuff and how Job shouldnt because God allowed the devil to test him.
Job basically told her, so youre saying to only praise God when He is giving you things? and blessing you?
shoot i learned this the hard way.
i know everythign that is spoken in cell.
were gonna be tested on.
cuz when Beavis said this, it wasn;t like the main thing he was teaching but,
i learned i gotta take everything in. not just the main things.
cuz theyre all as equally important.
we'll be tested on everything
spoken there.
praise God whether or not He's still blessing you.
in the midst of problems rejoice (philippians 4:4)
becasue your know after every problem theres a promise.
blessing after every storm.
testimony after a test.