hmmm.

God is so good to me (:

gave me an experience of a lifetime. and philippians 4:4 says to rejoice. now that ive been dumped by someone i know that He's given me the experience and this experience to mold me into the person God created me to be. and im getting closer. and to get with someone else after another is adultery. as long as you become one. single rest of my life (: through every problem theres a promise and theres no testimony. without the test. thanks God. i truly know that you've got a promise for me.

if

only she didnt think she didnt bring me closer to God was a load of bs. would she also be lifted up. cuz she doesnt realize how much potential she has to be a great person in God. but Gods working through me. so she can become that great person God made her to be. cuz trust me shes been through more than me. which means she'll have much more understanding through God.but its sorta those kind of wakeup calls. you know? cuz God has feelings too. i sorta replacedHim i guess. i never learned my lesson as what He;s been trying to teach me. sorta like Moses. it got up the point where Moses wasnt able to go to the promised land anymore because of that.

well anyways ima go to bed now.

if youre reading this aimee.

hahhahaahhaha i really don't know what to say. i guess. im still the unsocial one from when i was with you. and i didnt know what to say.to now. i still don't know what to say. im relly sorry hahaha. i just pray that you may rejoice as i have. so you wouldnt be hurt. its sorta weird how youre sleeping or said u r right now. while im typing this. but hahahha. wow did i overreact. =/ thats the face you use when youre in a situation like this. so i just wanted to tell you. i suck. relly hahaha. but one day i won't. i won't suck to God. i'll at least try my best not to. cuz i messed up with you. i did with God. but youre not God. hahahaha. but youre the one whose brought me closer to Him. but i guess. now i'll have the time to work on my guitar. so i wouldnt fail this dream. cuz you were like. one of the only ones who believed in me and dreams. its sad how. i wont be able to cook for you.how we never had a song.how i never made you a song...how i refuse to commit adultery. but i hope God will lead you to someone even better than me. and dont make a 3rd mistake. cuz just because everything happens to you twice likes youve said. doesnt mean it wont happen a 3rd time. thats what i want to tell you. my best friend...Aimee Patricia D. Reyes. September 4, 1994. how akward my birthday will be...ive been thinking. oh well. its only my birthday. if we never met. if i was never born. even. what would be that to you?

its not like it can still happen. but. what is that to you? please dont cry. cuz only through God. that...

i love you.