i wanna see

death cab. july 5th cjbsdkjCBSDKJCBSDMBCdsjcbsdjcbs,dmcbs.
and go to italy and australia. revisit taiwan and japan.
and yeah. fdgscfjksdbcsd.

i think i wanna

make a salmon.
^_________^

well todays school was very akward.
lots of questions.
and i have no idea wtheck they were tlaking about o_________o
LOL.
i think i like making new friends.
its coolio =]
overall. everythings all good.
Gods been good to me.

-bryan.

well.

i feel like a man who has cancer. cuz theres not much time left.
aimee just went to sleep.
we got into our like first argument ever.
and she said we can't be friends anymore.
we just can't.
ahhaha. or talk. or anything.
and that today would be our last day talking.
ahhahahaa.
we were to talk til 12. but she wanetd to go to sleep early.
and asked that.
tomorrow i would completely just. forget who she was never know that we've met before etc.
and wake up. suddenly knowing. that i'll have someone in Heaven waiting for me.
or.I'll be in Heaven waiting for someone.
lawl.
well she told me shes already falling for the guy she went to sadies with.
so yeah.
i pray she'll live a life guided by God.
ima go to sleep now.
ahahaha.
feel like a solider drafted to war. hahahaa
cuz tomorrow im just gonna not know anymore.
well. inmy cell group one time.
we did thigns you would give up. that became more intense.
the htigs that meant most to you.
ahhahaa.
i had a feeling this would happen.
i would be tested to give up someone/somehting most precious to me.
but its a good test. of love,faith, decision making. and who the focus is really on.
well.
God is love.
pray for me.


*i'll stick to what youve said michael.
ive come to know you say very wise things hahahaa.
that always happen ahhaa.


night.
-bryan.

for

we are loved at our darkest...
hahahaa.

sick

burn,


aahahahah i was sicked burned today.
for real. it hurt.
hahhaha but whatever.
philippians 4:4's stuck up my butt.
so yesterday in cell we learned alot. i love cell now (:
like more than ever!
ahahahahha.
binding and decreeing.
strong stuff there..
therefore i
decree that in the name of Lord Jesus nothign can touch me or others. that me and my community can reach out to our loved ones and our schools. be accountable of each other and grow strong as one body in Christ.

(:

hmm.

iono. i think ive been sorta not relly ignoring.
just not talking to God as much as i usually do.
and you know like a best firend
you always want to talk to them or at least alot.
whether you can or cannot
but.
God's always next to me.
so yeah ^_____^

song.

“Cloud 9”

Black webs….
Let’s just pretend this never happened
It’ll heal step by step
If I can sing then let it cut me
You couldn’t find trust in me
Although it was all over
You just couldn’t stay closer…

Off your imagination
And pitiful last wish
I call it overrated
How did we end up like this?
I wouldn’t want it in the first place
If what would bring me down
Was your betraying kiss…?

Solitude
Not enough
But oh discovery
I discover
Your find and you find me
Lying next to you
Besides you
Tree and applesauce..

Like overgrown nails
Screams it digs it cuts
I bleed
And tissues scarred
Oh the water!
I love it but sweat it
I won’t forget
But now you’re not waking up…
I don’t want to think
That you’re not waking up
If you’ll hear me in...

Solitude
Not enough
But oh discovery
I discover
Your find and you find me
Lying next to you
Besides you
I find ourselves on cloud 9…

today

was a frustrating day.

i hope i can do well on my tests tomorrow!
alg2 and chem.
ahhahaa.
i hope i can get into ap chem D:
or ap stats ahahhaa.

but even though.
praise God.
no matter where u r.
He wouldn't allow you to be tempted by something u couldnt handle.
(forgot what verse that is but i think its in 1 corinthians somewhere)

well i wrote a new song. for past the horizon. my new thing. and here goes the lyrics.
Black webs….
Let’s just pretend this never happened
It’ll heal step by step
Stick these guitar strings of heart (in my mouth)
If I can sing then let it cut me
You couldn’t find trust in me
Although it was all over
You just couldn’t stay closer…

Off your imagination
And pitiful last wish
I call it overrated
How did we end up like this?
I wouldn’t want it in the first place
If what would bring me down
Was your betraying kiss…?

So I’ll never wake up tonight
You told me to simply just sleep tight
And never wake up to my right
The picture of your face embeds in my pillow
Haunting me in my dreams
I’m living a nightmare
I’m trapped in your eyes.…

Oh dear, I'm turned to stone.
Lost love is love too
When I’m alone
Lost love is still love too
Write your name your name…
Dead love. Is still love too...
On my wrist…
So I can fall on it and break...

never

meant.

so me and my friend chris decided to start this acoustic thing hahaha.
woo!
we're working on one song right now.
we're trying to aim for stuff like hmm. the song never meant by owen/american football.
either one of the artists theyre the same ppl.

this morning i had a bloody nose on my way to school.
and i was eating macaroni and cheese inside the car too.
so when i reach school. the bell rings right when i reach the door and im marked tardy.
in the middle of alg2 class my bloody nose comes back and my teacher sends me to the nurse.
i walk outside and great. its raining.
straightened my hair for no reason now -________-
so obviously it was frustrating.
people were like.
dude r u mad?
u look relly pissed especially when u walked in.
ahhahaa.
i guess i could say i was mad.
not really.
i was just like..
whatever the devils trying to test me. bring me down.
because psalms 4:4 says in your anger do not sin.
haaha.
so i thought of job.
and i praised God no matter what was happening.
so then comes 6th period. chemistry.
donna kim is usually RELLY nice as a teacher.
but today my mychem teacher was just like. pmsing or something.
she gave the girl behind me a zero for looking at my paper and like yelled at my class.
and we didnt have a test or anything.
and when stamping work she SLAMMED the stamp ahahahaha.
so it was ehh.
but whatever.
i just made about a lb of bacon ate an apple and some potstickers and mmm im satisfied (:
God continues to bless me so much.


God is good.
He is ausome.
God is love.
I have decreed in His name that today would be a good day.
and it has been (:

amen.