play for God.
and youre skills in guitar will truly increase.
amazing.,
i made 3 songs in like these past 2 days that i actually like. hahahaha.
(:
can't wait for cell tomorrow >___<
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
experience.
so fridays house i was at mels house. (melody)
and i had the craziest spiritual experience thing that God tested me on. all from a text.hahahaah iand it last til morning the next day.
im too lazy to type everything out so ill tell it at cell group (:
but like i got an in flames cd. come clarity.
i seriously love the artwork in there. derek hess is amazing.
hahahaa.
and plus. in flames. amazing band (:
and i also made a new friend over the weekend.
shes very spastic crazy and random. ^________^
and i miss beavis man ):
no homo...
ive been eating relly unhealthy lately ive noticed.
nothing but pizza and fast food these past 2 months.
just had a lb of bacon.
and havent been to the gym in proly a month or more now.
i struggled during my 30 pushups i did randomly at home T__T
lame.
physical fitness testing is this week too.
but oh well.
and i have an alg2 test too ):
dangit!
but who cares. God blesses me alot with so many different things (:
i love Him so much.
even at my darkest.
i love Him.
and i had the craziest spiritual experience thing that God tested me on. all from a text.hahahaah iand it last til morning the next day.
im too lazy to type everything out so ill tell it at cell group (:
but like i got an in flames cd. come clarity.
i seriously love the artwork in there. derek hess is amazing.
hahahaa.
and plus. in flames. amazing band (:
and i also made a new friend over the weekend.
shes very spastic crazy and random. ^________^
and i miss beavis man ):
no homo...
ive been eating relly unhealthy lately ive noticed.
nothing but pizza and fast food these past 2 months.
just had a lb of bacon.
and havent been to the gym in proly a month or more now.
i struggled during my 30 pushups i did randomly at home T__T
lame.
physical fitness testing is this week too.
but oh well.
and i have an alg2 test too ):
dangit!
but who cares. God blesses me alot with so many different things (:
i love Him so much.
even at my darkest.
i love Him.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i need to scream
so nobody will understand me.
as i say.
school is a walk through hell.
but its not burning me.
im untouchable.
jk,
^_________________________________^
ahahahaha i'm bored lol.
everyones all going up to me like saying stuff like.
i herd the news.
about you and aimee.
etc.
and i'm like. obviously you haven;t herd all of it LOL.
we just try to lead a Godly relationship with no lusting. thats all.
well God is good first of all.
i love talking to michael about alot of stuff.
especially during pe when were not at cell.
He surely blessed me today.
especially since i got cupcakes from crystal
(theyre CRAZY good thanks (: )
which made my day ausomer
and yeah >___<
i think the funniestthing that happened to me today was someone who i don't know randomly iming me saying.
how come u dont kiss aimee?
see i kiss my cousin all the time normally.
and we hug and kiss.
and i love her.
and i was like.
uhm...thats your cousin.
if thats how you greet your family..
and the person was like WELL I HOLD HANDS WITH HER and all this other stuff in caps.
and i was like. are you mad at me? for not kissing aimee? leading a Godly relationship here.
and then the person signed off.
it was weird.
as i say.
school is a walk through hell.
but its not burning me.
im untouchable.
jk,
^_________________________________^
ahahahaha i'm bored lol.
everyones all going up to me like saying stuff like.
i herd the news.
about you and aimee.
etc.
and i'm like. obviously you haven;t herd all of it LOL.
we just try to lead a Godly relationship with no lusting. thats all.
well God is good first of all.
i love talking to michael about alot of stuff.
especially during pe when were not at cell.
He surely blessed me today.
especially since i got cupcakes from crystal
(theyre CRAZY good thanks (: )
which made my day ausomer
and yeah >___<
i think the funniestthing that happened to me today was someone who i don't know randomly iming me saying.
how come u dont kiss aimee?
see i kiss my cousin all the time normally.
and we hug and kiss.
and i love her.
and i was like.
uhm...thats your cousin.
if thats how you greet your family..
and the person was like WELL I HOLD HANDS WITH HER and all this other stuff in caps.
and i was like. are you mad at me? for not kissing aimee? leading a Godly relationship here.
and then the person signed off.
it was weird.
Monday, February 16, 2009
weekend.
i had the gnarliest weekend ever thanks to melody (:
hahahhaa.
and nathan ^_____^
but yeah.
you get the point..i hope.
lol.
well what really hit me.
not really was just.
how you could lose a friend over buying a guitar.
i dont get it.
you buy a guitar.
friend gets mad at you for not being "smart"
and going to his favorite guitar place and you never talk again ever.
well Jesus once said that the world will hate you because of me.
and those who go through such things because of me is surely blessed.
2009 is the yr of shaking off things from your life.
i decree that God's placing me where i need to be.
hahahhaa.
and nathan ^_____^
but yeah.
you get the point..i hope.
lol.
well what really hit me.
not really was just.
how you could lose a friend over buying a guitar.
i dont get it.
you buy a guitar.
friend gets mad at you for not being "smart"
and going to his favorite guitar place and you never talk again ever.
well Jesus once said that the world will hate you because of me.
and those who go through such things because of me is surely blessed.
2009 is the yr of shaking off things from your life.
i decree that God's placing me where i need to be.
Saturday, February 14, 2009
i
decree that today we will be lifted up. taken to a new chapter and that we are untouchable because we are the children of God. nothing can harm us or bring us down. Satan will be away from us and we will be replenished with His word. that we will restore our families and loved ones and others. i decree in God's name that we will be give love and a heart for others because without love..that is God. we are nothing.
(:
so thats what we learned in cell group yesterday.
weird day. didnt like that day.
but cell group made me (:
haahhaa.
i know it makes no sense LOL.
well so now its morning.
and my moms relly mad at me.
she was just yelling and throwing things and i was like.
what?
LOL.
so yeah.
but nothings gonna happen hahaha.
im not gonna worry.
ima rejoice.
philippians 4:4.
(:
so thats what we learned in cell group yesterday.
weird day. didnt like that day.
but cell group made me (:
haahhaa.
i know it makes no sense LOL.
well so now its morning.
and my moms relly mad at me.
she was just yelling and throwing things and i was like.
what?
LOL.
so yeah.
but nothings gonna happen hahaha.
im not gonna worry.
ima rejoice.
philippians 4:4.
Thursday, February 12, 2009
whatever tomorrow brings
i'll be there.
so like today at school after 1rst during the passing period one of my contacts came out.
and i had such a huge headache doing pe and spanish from it that during spanish i just took off the other contact.
ahahhaa.
it was such a pain going through the days like that.
i became really..
hmm.
angered easily.
dangit.
psalms 4:4:in anger do not sin.
but i threw a pen at someone who insulted me ):
poop.
hahahaha.
i failed that test >___<
but its okay at least i learned not to do that the hard way.
i mean at leats i learned.
^___________^
today was an emotional journey for me though.
i was tired so i got crazy then needy and everything.
and i didn't see aimee like alot today but oh well.
only uhm after 1rst and after 5. and lunch.
at least she went to geometry tutoring to get helped afterschool.
and now i want to write a new song.
but ill epically fail like always.
well i just got my guitar.
i ended up getting myself a good martin those behind the counter ones.
i met a lady there with his son.
and they thougth i was in college.
well i talked to his mom and the manager (whose CRAZY ausome)
and iono.
there's always a reason why i dislike talking to alot of kids of my age group.
i prefer talking with adults.
i talked to alot of mid aged people and everything and one mother told me i was really mature. which was a gift.
and i was like.
what?(in my head)
and i laughed gave a smile and said thanks.
maybe its the God they see in me.
because He can shine through us you know?
but i never knew sam ash could give an experience.
and im loving God fkwjrbfwkdjbf sosososomuch haahha.
notbecause he blessed me with a guitar.
cuz thats sad if i only gives thanks when im up.
but yeah.
any ideas on names?
ima name it either: aimee, monique, lucille, lenore.
which one?
unless you got some suggestions!
so like today at school after 1rst during the passing period one of my contacts came out.
and i had such a huge headache doing pe and spanish from it that during spanish i just took off the other contact.
ahahhaa.
it was such a pain going through the days like that.
i became really..
hmm.
angered easily.
dangit.
psalms 4:4:in anger do not sin.
but i threw a pen at someone who insulted me ):
poop.
hahahaha.
i failed that test >___<
but its okay at least i learned not to do that the hard way.
i mean at leats i learned.
^___________^
today was an emotional journey for me though.
i was tired so i got crazy then needy and everything.
and i didn't see aimee like alot today but oh well.
only uhm after 1rst and after 5. and lunch.
at least she went to geometry tutoring to get helped afterschool.
and now i want to write a new song.
but ill epically fail like always.
well i just got my guitar.
i ended up getting myself a good martin those behind the counter ones.
i met a lady there with his son.
and they thougth i was in college.
well i talked to his mom and the manager (whose CRAZY ausome)
and iono.
there's always a reason why i dislike talking to alot of kids of my age group.
i prefer talking with adults.
i talked to alot of mid aged people and everything and one mother told me i was really mature. which was a gift.
and i was like.
what?(in my head)
and i laughed gave a smile and said thanks.
maybe its the God they see in me.
because He can shine through us you know?
but i never knew sam ash could give an experience.
and im loving God fkwjrbfwkdjbf sosososomuch haahha.
notbecause he blessed me with a guitar.
cuz thats sad if i only gives thanks when im up.
but yeah.
any ideas on names?
ima name it either: aimee, monique, lucille, lenore.
which one?
unless you got some suggestions!
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
it's been awhile since ive been posting one of these
sorry.
hahahaha.
so right now my most favorite song of the moment is never meant-american football. or by owen. hahaha. good bands (:
well like i got my alg2 test back.
and i got a 25/30 >___<
i thought i failed (:
thank God ^_______________________^
so im trying to get rid of my gambling problem.
although most of the time i would win.
its not the right way to be dealing with God's money hahaha.
T________T
so yeah.
i think i might be getting that new guitar tonight (:
my birthdays on saturday >_________________<
and yes its on valentines day >______________________________________<
hahahaha.
im lame xD
hahahaha.
so right now my most favorite song of the moment is never meant-american football. or by owen. hahaha. good bands (:
well like i got my alg2 test back.
and i got a 25/30 >___<
i thought i failed (:
thank God ^_______________________^
so im trying to get rid of my gambling problem.
although most of the time i would win.
its not the right way to be dealing with God's money hahaha.
T________T
so yeah.
i think i might be getting that new guitar tonight (:
my birthdays on saturday >_________________<
and yes its on valentines day >______________________________________<
hahahaha.
im lame xD
Friday, February 6, 2009
stomachache ):
hmph. xD
hahahaha it hurts.
sorry hahaha.
well like today it rained alot alot alot alot alot.
and i had an alg2 test that i think i did RELLY bad on ):
dangit.
well its a weird journey im on right now.
i think God has placed me in an area where i seirously need to realize ive grown up.
sorta like when youre 13 you seem to still be like 10. realizing youre growing old...er.
hahahaha. so yeah its weird.
>______________<
but yeah.
i like the verse 1 corinthians 3:1-2
hahahah. and 1 corinthians is a good book indeed.
and im reading genesis with aimee btw.
xD
hahahaha it hurts.
sorry hahaha.
well like today it rained alot alot alot alot alot.
and i had an alg2 test that i think i did RELLY bad on ):
dangit.
well its a weird journey im on right now.
i think God has placed me in an area where i seirously need to realize ive grown up.
sorta like when youre 13 you seem to still be like 10. realizing youre growing old...er.
hahahaha. so yeah its weird.
>______________<
but yeah.
i like the verse 1 corinthians 3:1-2
hahahah. and 1 corinthians is a good book indeed.
and im reading genesis with aimee btw.
xD
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
neck.
this mornign i woke up and my neck hurt so bad i couldnt even turn my head left or right or up or down without it hurting me ALOT.
but then it got better throughout the day.
and its an expereince to share at cell group (:
so yeah
hahahaha.ive been reading 1 corinthians lately and wow i love that book.
chapter 3:1-2
For i cannot call you spiritual because you are worldy. i gave you milk not solid food because you were not ready for it.
-1 corinthians 3:1-2
this is all by memory btw so yeah ahahhaa. so if i made a minor error >_______<
but i think im being given a huge test this week.
ive suddenly started to be tempted into being the person i used to be.
having alot of malice and disturbing thoughts in my mind
ive become a bit impatient in the mind.
but its been under control so far.
i hope i can overcome this hahahaha.
its a crazy test really i just don't know how to put it.
a Teen Challenge for Spiritual restoration and its a camp thingy also for 4 months.
so i pray for him whoever reading (:
oh yeah and at school i think God added another person on my list to reach out to.
so yeah hahaha. its funny how He places people around me.
but yeah hahaha God works in mysterious ways just like how Michael told me!
but then it got better throughout the day.
and its an expereince to share at cell group (:
so yeah
hahahaha.ive been reading 1 corinthians lately and wow i love that book.
chapter 3:1-2
For i cannot call you spiritual because you are worldy. i gave you milk not solid food because you were not ready for it.
-1 corinthians 3:1-2
this is all by memory btw so yeah ahahhaa. so if i made a minor error >_______<
but i think im being given a huge test this week.
ive suddenly started to be tempted into being the person i used to be.
having alot of malice and disturbing thoughts in my mind
ive become a bit impatient in the mind.
but its been under control so far.
i hope i can overcome this hahahaha.
its a crazy test really i just don't know how to put it.
a Teen Challenge for Spiritual restoration and its a camp thingy also for 4 months.
so i pray for him whoever reading (:
oh yeah and at school i think God added another person on my list to reach out to.
so yeah hahaha. its funny how He places people around me.
but yeah hahaha God works in mysterious ways just like how Michael told me!
Monday, February 2, 2009
D:
so lately im been doing fine
i got 6 n a half wrong on my spanish test though ):
but lately ive been very impatient.
but its mostly cuz im irritated from superallergies which makes me wanna punch people who just wont stop talking especially in pe ):
sorry.
but like it also seems like I'm a bit further from God than i used to be.
but i assume its one of those tests where He has to stand back a bit instead of holding me all the time since im growing.
sorta like what pastor mike said with his child hahahaa.
eventualy you have to let them walk on their own not be afraid to fall down because youre still there. but youre teaching them to learn how to get up.
yeah?
i guess hahaha.
i got 6 n a half wrong on my spanish test though ):
but lately ive been very impatient.
but its mostly cuz im irritated from superallergies which makes me wanna punch people who just wont stop talking especially in pe ):
sorry.
but like it also seems like I'm a bit further from God than i used to be.
but i assume its one of those tests where He has to stand back a bit instead of holding me all the time since im growing.
sorta like what pastor mike said with his child hahahaa.
eventualy you have to let them walk on their own not be afraid to fall down because youre still there. but youre teaching them to learn how to get up.
yeah?
i guess hahaha.
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