i'm

sorry i messed up your freshman yr.
messed up part of your life
used my screwed up life to infectiously screw up yours.
sorry for being a loser with failed dreams
putting myself down in front of you
fell for you to only end up like this
never wrote you a song
can't sing
never had our song
never even got you anything
am gonna take off the bracelet you made for me telling me to never take it off and give it back
print out our pictures and place them facing down
for not having a heart to be broken
but im not even sure if you seem a bit sad.
you sorta seem like you like it so much better.
im not sad. just more in. wow. mode.

versedispersed (11:14:08 AM): cuz her dancing with other guys...thats already kinda seein what else is out there ...


its just...awkward.sorta.talking to you.as not who we used to be.
i guess i sorta know why someone ppl. when these things happen they dont talk anymore.
cuz its a promised. guaranteed
continuous hurt.
rather than forgetting.
but oh its so worth it.

one day...youll find someone different. out there.
i still dont know why you pulled a guy to get closer to you...
but its a dance. what could've i've expected?
for you not to dance?
i guess its just what happens.
iono...thats what i was told. as the "truth" ur cousin calls it.
i guess i'll consider myself played.
cuz i wouldn't even hug another girl.
or pull her to get close up to me.
but whatever.
i had no heart in the beginning...
someone took it..i thought you'd give it back.
but i know God has one for me..