acceptance.

glad me and mark can both have the oppurtunity to work on it =]

we are the living stones of God.
our body is the temple of the Holy Spirit.
and like all bricks, when we and other build upon each other in God, their might be some rough edges and parts that need to be removed before building.

and God is currently working on that for me lately =] (He's allowing me to be tested! ^__^)

its good cuz i know that i havent become quite bitter towards some people and im sorry hahaha.
i know my parents was one of them cuz they really annoyed me, then other time came when i was playing sf4 at michaels house, but i know that it'll go away now =]

and also, just focusing on God more in the day is what i need, cuz when things start to be too smooth, i know i'm in some kind of trap hahaha. cuz an easy life i know shouldnt be something i should seek where im all relaxed, it tricks people, but idle time is the devils playground, and i may have this barrier set in front of me from any aid i might truly need, spiritually/mentally.

beavis once told me, your life is on track, when theres hardships,not eactly easy times, but you keep strong in God.
its the difference between a strong believer and another believer who doesnt exactly live out what he says.

i know i need to work on that =]
but really, it was nice to mentor some of the people i have, its nice to mentor the ppl i am right now. its nice to know God's unfolding everything for me, just that i really need to keep my eyes/mind set on him constantly =] it keeps me always at that mellow level, some people find it very mature, or just not my age, some people find it different, some people find it annoying. i really dont know ahhaha. i want God to shine inside out thorugh me, people to see God in me, even though theyre physically looking at me and all they dont realize that something inside, thats really just God.
i need to work harder at that =]